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Jamie
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Jamie

Jamie carries the Mark of The Prince House Membership for Jamie

Member Name: Jamie
Status: Sire (28)
Rank: Regular Member
Affiliation: The Coven of Nocturnal Felinity
Account Type: Premium Member

Gender:

Female
Birthdate: June 5, 1969
Location: Working on sustaining the light in Oklahoma



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www.freewebs.com/eagledancer/jamie.htm
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http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/souls.php
http://www.landoverbaptist.org/
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Greetings and salutations. I do so hope you enjoy your stay.
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Music, being called endearing pet names (I just love it.), art, photography (I know, art/photography, same thing), animals, astrology, open minded peeps, hamsters (yea, I know, I said animals), movies, shiny things (that means jewelry, buddy), bohemians, the 80s, Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, David Gahan, Patrick Stewart, Josh Holloway (Sawyer from LOST), Sayid from LOST, Edward Norton, being by water, trees, spring, passionate feelings, love, Reiki, fresh cut grass, strong and warm arms around me, spring, summer, non-confrontational people, peace of mind, Zen, calm, ambience, deep discussions, eclectic people, gypsies, foreign accents, silly people, laughing, movies, substance and depth, sensuality, really old things, books, reading people, being clean- high thread count sheets after a shower and shaved legs, spirituality, computers, gadgets, brooders, dark men, impish men, clean shaven men, long hair, being embraced, being pampered, spoiled, indulging the senses (smelling, seeing, feeling, tasting, hearing), Icees, Yoga, connecting to body/mind, presents, sweet nothings, pondering life, Jack Handy, singing, being sheltered, my freedom, philosophy, connecting with like minded people, new car smell (Although, I've never experienced my own new car smell, only others), my space....quiet......loud music I dig, dancing, breathing, security, sensuality, Marquis De Sade, witty/clever people, youthfulness (not immaturity), wealth in all forms (spiritual, mental, physical, material, love, friendship), sarcasm (in good fun), family and friends.



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Being misunderstood and criticized, people making assumptions without getting to know me, fear, being the scapegoat, antagonists, know it alls, people that say "Anywho", idiot freaks (freaks, like art, beauty and the truth, are in the eye of the beholder my freaky friend), the color red (Red is yang. The vibration is intense and it can be too much), jealousy, hate, stagnation, being falsely accused, left wing finatics, superficiality, wasting energy, unrequited love, saying goodbye, those who disappear and don't say goodbye (hate that even more than goodbye), selfishness, takers, psychic vamps, confrontational people, condescending people, people in my space, those that do not know when the welcome is over, those that are out to scam others, disabilities, control freaks, bugs, loneliness, overt crudeness, sexual harassment, mental illness, insomnia, snow (white or yellow-doesn't matter), those yellow happy faces, the desert, struggle, unfulfilled longings, lethargy, vindictive people, insensitive people (ones that are careless with other's hearts), wearing lots of clothes and/or coats (I get claustrophobic when layering), ignorance, violence, gore, panic attacks, music I don't want to hear or can't handle at the time, boredom, Midwest, bible thumpers (Did I say idiots?), lack of money, cruelty, clowns (scare me), monkeys, winter, waiting, illness, suffering, distance


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This page has some of my philosophical views, but not all. And I am not above others. Much of what I've written is to remind myself of what's wonderful in life. I know I need to be reminded sometimes to sit quietly and chill. I do often though, and I'm so grateful for what my body does for me, to enjoy life and be here with you fine peeps.


I am very spiritual. I don't believe in the typical, organized religion. I would say that I follow the beat of several drums, the finer qualities of all religions, in addition to my own beliefs and experiences. My beliefs would closely relate to Buddhism, and/or Hinduism, if I were to choose. Also Native American Indian, for my more earthy ties. As I said, I am open to reviewing other sides and will incorporate them into my mental filing system, if I find it is logical to me, or calls to my heart. I am an ordained minister as well. I signed up online. *smile*....I always thought it would be funny to marry drunks at the bar.
Om Mani Padme Hum

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I saw the movie, "What the ... do we know?!". It is wonderful and if you haven't seen it, you should. It is quite deep and it is what I think about all the time and have for years. Much of what they say is what I have thought on, or tried to explain, but couldn't due to lack of words, not being able to articulate exactly what I meant. It's a beautiful thing, this movie and us all, really. This life. This world. These concepts. It's simple, yet complex. I am always wondering about why we are here, who am I and what am I to become?
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Lately, I've been exploring the God thing more. What I believe is that nobody knows for sure of anything. I have always been torn about the existance of God, but would always be cornered here in the Midwest about it, and having religion pushed on me, and I was so angry about it. I don't want anyone telling me what to believe in or do (or not to do)!
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Besides, the people trying to push religion or God are not spiritualists, and I am. They lost the spirituality of their religion a long time ago, or never had it to begin with. And while I have always pondered the "whys" and "how comes", I am amazed at how I am able to find new slants to ponder even deeper. It is all meant to be. We have to be the change we wish to see in this world.

So, meanwhile, while all of that is going on, I am just making it minute by minute in this life.
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I have been reading about Scientology. I know what you are thinking. But, when I started reading about it, I learned that it was basically self help and quite spiritual, talking about our souls (Theta, I am assuming that is what they mean, when they refer to Theta). So I am currently reading more about that. What I don't like is the having to pay for it. That is ridiculous. "Um, I sure would like to be part of your religion, but I can't get a loan!". Wtf? On the other hand, I see people like John Travolta and Kelly Preston and yes, even insane Tom C. and think, "Wow, you know, they are really happy looking. Give me some of that.".
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I have found, that a lot of what I know, comes from a simple inner knowing. I believe that I subconsciously receive this information via other realms, channeled information, or basically, that I am operating on a completely different level than most. It's hard to explain, and hard for some to understand. I think that much of our information that seems to just "come to us", is from the other side, being from our guides that are with us for our entire life. Some call them angels, some call them guides. Whatever you call them, I believe they are there, always.
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What occult Power best suits you ?
Your Result: Clairoyance

You have the ability of clear seeing; things that are not in sight or cannot be seen. You have the ability to see spirits and know the future. This is often useful in seanse's and summoning spirits.

Premonition
Precognition
Psychometry
Telepathy
Healing
Dreamwalking
Astral projection
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I'm a Reiki Master and a professional Psychic/ Spiritual advisor. Actually, I don't like to use the word Psychic....how about Intuitive? Less expectations....*laughing*....Dude, I'm just passing through. *wink* I've been this way before, and I'm sure to be this way again. *smile*
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This is how I believe some of life and pre-life, works. I feel that before we are born, we have a sort of contract with other souls, where we have certain lessons to learn with and from each other. Our life is mapped out and we choose the parents we are to go to. You may ask, "Ugh, why would I choose such parents? They are assholes!". This may be true, but, as with any assholes you may encounter in this world, you should realize, that they are who they are, in this life, so that you may become who you are to be, and learn what you are here to learn from them. They are helping you to progress and to ascend to a higher state of being. And you are learning, whether you are aware of it or not. This is a beautiful thing, actually, seeing it in progress. It can hurt, to be around people like this, but at the same time, you have to appreciate the Universe at work and how it does know what it is doing. I love watching synchronicity at work! *smile*...and it does. So, if you can rise above the earthly situation you are in, for a minute, and see how none of this is personal, but more souls intertwining and fulfilling their karmic responsibility to each other, you can see how we each are all connected and the beauty of life.
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This is spirituality. At our core, we are Love. We don't fear. We don't hate. We don't regret. We embrace and we love. And at the end of it all, we return to ourselves, just as the song says, the return to innocence. And as Talk Talk said, "Life's what you make it".
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So along the lines of that, it is apparent, that we have lessons to learn. Some are more obvious than others. I do know, that if you do not learn the lesson, it will present itself again, and again to you, until you face it, acknowledge, and overcome it....and move on to the next lesson. For instance, I do know that Librans have a lesson in this life to stand up for themselves. This is a most hard thing to do, for they are basically peace loving creatures and don't want to rock the boat. They need to realize that they will need to rock that boat, and stand up for themselves and they will gain respect of others and of themselves. It is why they were born a Libra, actually. It is a lesson for their soul to learn, and even harder as a Libra. There are several signs that I am aware of their lessons. Some, not quite so sure. Basically, what their negative traits can be. Leo, for example, must let go of wanting all attention all the time, or creating drama, and handling things differently. We are all works in progress. And that is my thoughts on that, for now. *laughing*
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I have been learning to sense our animal guides, via my own Reiki teacher. We all have several (about 7) and where we are in life, at this time, also draws different animal guides to us. I am hoping on finishing my Shaman training. I can see Auras. I work with them when I perform Reiki. Each of the colors mean something, telling where we are spiritually, and emotionally. The colors also shed light on our character, even afflictions. These colors will change, as you and circumstances do. *smile*
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I have been using tarot cards for quite awhile, but more intensely the last few years. I have also worked with the Ouija since I was about 15 years old. I worked at a website, where I read tarot cards, but quit, due to exhaustion, but considering a start with another, expanding my spiritual knowledge. I use intuition, books, my higher self, my guides, psychology, sensitivity, my special understanding of people and sense of humor for my readings...all of it. So I am available for readings occasionally.
www.freewebs.com/eagledancer/jamie.htm
I am considered a professional psychic, but as I mentioned before, I don't like that term. Most that are into this area, don't like it. Even those that are most excellent, and top in the field, aren't always on the nose. It's more about the feelings received. The best average, I have learned, is about 60-70% right.
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I love the earth...trees, rocks/crystals, the water, clouds...I'm a very elemental chick. ;)

I also love each of you. Tapping into the universal love is of utmost importance. If you cannot understand how this can be, I'm sorry. I tend to operate on a different plane of existence much of the time. *laughing* Now, keep in mind, that that's not to say I always like who you have chosen to be in this incarnation. And vice versa. I mean, we don't have to like everyone, and not everyone will like us. But we sure can be respectful and human enough to note the differences, and move on, rather than having to "save" them or change them. They've been that way for this long, nothing is going to change now. Brainwashing starts from birth, you know. *smirk*
Have you ever met someone that you didn't like, instantly? Or get the feeling that they don't like you? OR, met someone you instantly fell in love with or felt intense longing for? Have you felt the fire that seemed it had been burning for many lifetimes? That's karma. That very well could be a Twin soulmate or if you are very lucky, a Twin Flame soulmate. That's karma. We come into this life, forgetting our past incarnations, but throughout our lives, we get these....."feelings" about events, people, places, etc.. This may be because we knew these people before, or have experienced this event, died in this fashion. That is how we manifest these seeming irrational fears of certain animals, bugs, certain deaths...our soul remembers. And where people are concerned, our soul remembers these people. It is up to us to break a cycle of bad karma. Otherwise, if you keep the bad karma going, it will come back.
We have three types of soul mates.
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I also practice yoga, and try to live by the 5 Reiki principles:
1. Just for today, I will not worry.
2. Just for today, I will not anger, or at least find the source of this anger and tend to it.
3. Just for today, I will work to my best and give it my all.
4. Just for today, I will be kind to all living things.
5. Just for today, I will be thankful and give thanks for at least one thing.

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I'm a sensual person, so I respond to the same, recognizing it others. Odd, how, at the same time, I can tire of the slow, seductive dance, and crave to carpe noctum. *sly smile* Crudeness and vulgarity have no place with me. One who can dance on that delicate line and master the art of witty verbal intercourse, is the one that catches my eye...mind...heart. I adore intelligence. But more importantly, witty intelligence. Sure, anyone can rattle off cold facts, but adding heart and genuine sincerity to the mix, and you have charisma so enticing, the gravitational pull of that person is impossible to escape. *smile* Ah, but how often does this person come along? Especially one that is sensitive and respectful of others' hearts? I tell you, my friends, not often.
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People say they are young at heart, and it has become quite cliche. Regardless of this and despite how much I didn't want to use that, it is true for me as well. I am young (still), and young at heart. I remind myself of a child sometimes...love to play, sometimes naive, get my feelings hurt, want to have fun, love birthday parties, bubbles, love to dance, pout, cry when hurt, shy around people, and hate to take baths. I am Peter Pan. Blame this on me being a Gemini, the eternal child. It is not easy being a Gemini, actually. But don't let this scowl at Geminis. I am very responsible. I take my responsibilities very seriously and it's very important to me for people to be able to trust and depend on me. Now that could be because of my immense Virgo influences throughout my astro chart. It grounds me. I also have some Taurus...which makes me very strong willed. Hell, the Gemini is what keeps me light after all that heavy earth keeping my heels to the ground. *smile*
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I consider myself to have a good sense of humor, and I can appreciate twisted and off the wall humor. I love people that can make me laugh, and laugh with me. I am both silly and contemplative, if you can understand that one! Sometimes, I do just want to sit in my serious silence. I sometimes take life too seriously. Luckily, I can jump back into my playful side relatively easy. Most of the time. Not always.
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I'm a mixture of Marilyn Manson and Marilyn Monroe. Add a splash of Princess Leia, and big pinch of Scarlett O'Hara, and you have me. *smile* Well, fiddle dee dee, I do declare!
Scarlett the strong willed, survival flirt

Leia the Brave Warrior Princess

Devil May Care, Manson

Naughty, Yet Child Like Innocence, open hearted Ms. Monroe

I sing all the time. In fact, there is a very good chance, I am listening to music, and singing, dancing (not on a pole), while chatting with you. I do like to keep myself busy, so there is a very good chance I am multi-tasking when I receive messages on here.
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I'm a health nut....not that I can actually live up to that, but I can tell you a plethora of health facts! *smile* Go ahead, ask me. I've been known to give you information without being asked. I had to cut back on my health magazines, because I was overwhelmed with so much information. I still keep up with as much as I can though. I also get health emails that are beyond mainstream health news.
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I am married. Yes, I am with someone I adore and have been him for almost 17 years. We are best friends, and do most everything together. But you will not hear me speak of this often, because, it is important to me, to keep my own sense of individuality. I belong to no one. I don't want my relationship status to color my conversations, or feel that conversations have to be censored. And my status has no bearing on the person I am as an individual. So, if you ask, I will explain this. Otherwise, I will rarely speak of this area of my outer world.
But, admit it, we women put up with a lot of men's caveman shit and somehow still summon a smile. Why is that? Well, there are many women that just simply rock. Not all. I've been screwed over by them my whole life. I'm speaking of mature, honest, down to earth and ballsy women, not willing to be torn down, or kept down, simply because of the roles society has reserved for us, generally. Well behaved women rarely make history.
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I must impart to you, though, that this isn't simply about women's rights. I am for the rights of everybody. I am an advocate for everyone, especially the underdog. I do not, however, give undue support to those that are manipulative, and dishonest, and completely unwilling to help themselves or the world around them to be a better place. Of course, I've been melancholy, and have my emotional issues, and that is a whole other Oprah. It's not the same. I'm speaking of those that seek out ways to screw over other people. Hell, it's hard enough to be here, without having to worry about them creeping 'round.

I have this outer and inner world. I consider Rave, and the like, to be my inner world, and that is most private for me. It's mine....just mine. One piece I have saved for me. Away from here, is outer world, and I give of myself and to my responsibilities what is needed of me. I share easily. I love easily. I would do anything for a friend. I'm open, kind, and loving. I spend much time, though, in my inner world....it is my escape, it is my salvation. I call it, my self preservation. I will always have a permanent residence in this inner world.
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I do have a darker side, as we all do. I have my mental afflictions. If you are lucky, you will catch a glimpse of them. Or not.....*Wink* I am constantly working, though, on myself and the ability to stay in the light.Image hosted by Photobucket.com
So I said I'm sensitive. Oh yes...words, looks, whatever, can bruise me. What wounds a person's heart is the intent behind what you say and do. But I'm quite resilient. If I'm backed into a corner, I will attack. I am not a fool...I generally retreat only momentarily, analyze it, and come back, informing you of how utterly wrong you are for your insensitivity and ignorance. I say, tread softly with a sensitive heart. Watch how you cast those aspersions.
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I'm a notorious fixer. I have so much Virgo in me. I can't help it. I see a situation or person and automatically start wanting to help them be better. I want to help people and be their emotional rescue. I am a refuge for the emotionally weary, to coddle and cradle...I, in turn, need it as well.
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I have panic attacks. I have had them since I was about 7 years old (it was Jaws that provoked it!). They are not as bad now. They do flare up from time to time. I've noticed it's when change is coming for me, such as old patterns that no longer suit my spiritual stance, or something like that. Crowds still make me uncomfortable most of the time, even small ones. I have to have a place to escape to though! Does this make you want to shield me from the outer world? *warm smile*
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I'm very artistic. I received an art scholarship when I graduted from high school, but didn't take it. I was tired of school and was ready to go on. I was also not wanting to take more math classes. Math is not my forte, though I am good at accounting. Go figure.
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I'm quite eclectic. I love foreign country culture, especially Egypt, Scotland, Ireland, France, Greece, Rome, Jamaica, and India.

I am a nostalgic person.

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I adore intelligence and in love with language.
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I don't like pompous assholes though. Ego is ok, but it depends on how you use it. When it's all about you, it's boring. See 'ya! And while I'm on the subject, overt crude sexual comments, are bourgeois and blasè. This behavior demeans both you and I, and lacks creativity. Please don't do it. It's annoying.Image hosted by Photobucket.com Be warned, I have been known to post particular conversations in my journal.
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I love ghost hunting. I mix my love of photography and ghost hunting, to find orbs, which are everywhere. Orbs are those white orbital balls of light that show up in your pictures. Those are considered ghosts, generally. Some say they are balls of energy. "Energy of what?", I ask. I enjoy exploring the cemetery at night, and snapping pictures. It's spooky, so I have to keep it cool. I can freak myself out, quite easily. *laughing* Everything paranormal interests and intrigues me. I have such a thirst for knowledge of the unknown. We all have ghosts around us much of the time. For some reason, I can sense their presence rather strongly at times, and I believe I receive information quite often through them, although it doesn't "come in" like an email, or phone call. *laugh*
I actually prefer having them around. "I kinda freak out when it's scary times." (Blair Thumb Project)
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As I mentioned previously, I am also into Astrology. I always want to know what someone is, so that I may understand them better...know what to expect, to a certain extent. There is so much more to astrology, than sun signs in the newspaper. I've studied the subject for many years now. Just knowing your sun sign, though, helps me to understand where you are coming from. *wink*
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I'm a thinker. I analyze everything. Huh? What did you mean by that? The wheels are always turning and seems my mind rarely shuts down. It's hard for me to relax completely. Always pondering...or waiting on the next action. I'm serious, contemplative, yet light and free, much like a butterfly caught in a wind, and in touch with the universal love (Can you feel it? yes-a, you are healllled!). I'm a contradiction.
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I can't handle those who take my energy and won't give back. I have to take my leave from your presence. Image hosted by Photobucket.com
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I'm a sucker for love...romance...passion...kindness and compliments. But I'm not a sucker for bullshit. Or am I? Unfortunately, I am a hopeless romantic, seeing it everywhere. I choose Hallmark cards, by the ones that make me cry. "Oh yes, that's the one!!". *sniff, sniff*
In this moment...

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I love John Waterhouse and Salvador Dali. There are more...but...I've said too much already. These pictures are The Lady of Shallot and The Persistence of Memory.
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Persistance of Memory

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I must mention my love of music, all kinds of music. Having about 37 gigs of it, I have a song for every mood. A lot of it is sentimental, as I am so very sentimental. But then again, I love too easily and that can be deemed foolish. As they say, fools rush in. "Love has made me a fool. Set me on fire and watched as I floundered. Unable to speak, except to cry out, and wait for your answer".
--Sarah McLachlan.

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Lux et veritas,
~Jamie~
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What I find interesting about myself, is that I keep most of my passionate feelings to myself, inside myself. I suppose that would explain the sensuality in my profile and pictures...my way of releasing a bit of it. For one thing, I don't like being vulnerable. But when I like someone, trust them, I want to open many dark corners to them, demonstrate grand gestures. Of course I expect the same in return. I am a romantic, remember?
Vulnerable to the Kind


My thoughts center about a great many things, and continually searching for more to ponder. I am certainly not about just one or a few things. I am somewhat complex, to a certain extent, because my conclusions and theories can change. Since I am always on the lookout for knowledge for improvement or spiritual advancement, it is hard to pin me down on any number of subjects. Crazy fucking Geminis. *smile*
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Despite how sensitive I am, I have been through a lot of chaos, drama, tears, and laughter. I've been abused by others, and by myself. I've learned though, alot, and am much wiser and put up with much less shit. I am kind to myself. I love life, and I'm a survivor. But, then, in my opinion, every one that has come before us and every one that will come after, are survivors. *smile*
Carpe Noctum


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Joey, you like movies about gladiators?
Joey, have you ever been in a, in a Turkish prison?
Joey, ever seen a grown man naked?
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"tongue tied and twisted, just an earthbound misfit......I."
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Amor est vitae essentia - Love is the essence of life.

Ab/Ex uno disce omnes - From one person, learn all people.
Carpe Noctum

~Namaste~
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"NINES are the natural leader. People assume they are in charge even if they are not. If in a department store, people think they work there. They take care of everyone else but need to learn to speak up when they need help, love, and hugs. 9s often feel unloved or abandoned by their mother or father, or they feel completely responsible for them. It's hard for them to let go of the past."
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"The 2 Attitude is easy going. They are very good observers. They're also drawn to anything regarding psychic ability, and often may experience déjà vu. It is not uncommon for them to have a dream that comes true. They are in touch with their intuition and the metaphysical side of life. They do have compassion for people and are fascinated with people's stories. They are seldom bored."
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He should not try to take the domination. You don't want a relationship without passion. The first moment you meet him is one of the most important. There has to be something between you, you cannot explain.




You Are a Dreaming Soul





Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world.
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time.
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult.
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul



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~~QUESTION AUTHORITY~~

Merde!

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Remember: Jesus is watching you masturbate.
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Don't mess with hamstas

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Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shape shifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.




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You Should Be With a Water Sign!
Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can
Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing
A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.
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I want to thank everyone that has visited my profile and portfolio pages, and left such kind comments, and such high ratings. I really appreciate that, and please write and tell me, if I have missed your rating, and haven't made it to your page. It is my intention to reciprocate the kindness given to me. If, for some reason, I've missed your comments, let me know! That being said, I must also address the lower ratings, with the intent of maliciousness. I understand, that my work will not be to everybody's liking. If for some reason, you feel I deserve a low rating, I would most pleased if you would write me privately and let me know why, as I will be visiting your page shortly, as well. My goal is to include something for everyone...or at least for sense of humor. Thank you all! You rock!

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I loathe hunters....don't get me started. I was a vegetarian for awhile, but I have blood sugar issues, and so I eat chicken, tuna and as little other meat as possible. I still feel bad about it, and thank them silently for their sacrifice. I have been known to cry when I see cattle trucks. I also have a hard time watching cows in fields playing, nurturing, interacting with each other. I want to go save them. "Run! Go!! Don't eat that grass!".
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I have been against the seal hunts for a long time, and have spread the word about how badly the Canadian hunters treat the baby seals by bashing their lil heads in. It's incredibly sad and inhumane.
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Danny and I help others whenever we are able. This help ranges from financial, food, time, giving rides to people, simple love, our energy, hugs, or just listening.
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It distresses me greatly to see others suffering. It always moves me to want to fix it, to help them solve their problem. I have learned to give them the tools that I know of and let them do it themselves. It is not my karma to do it for them. Besides, I have to take care of myself too and I must preserve my precious energy.


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I am pro-choice. I believe we all have the right to choose what to do with our bodies and nobody has the right to tell us what we can and cannot do with it. It is a hard decision though, either way, and I really feel for the woman that in that position. Though I have had a child, it wasn't easy to decide on what to do.
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Trees. I love trees. I love the earth. I love water. I love ladybugs. I love clouds. The way some people treat this earth makes me ache. I feel physically ill and pained to see someone cutting down a tree or discarding morality when it comes to our planet. We are all in this together.



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My beloved mom passed away November 14th, 2007. She was my best friend and I was really her only friend. I mean, she was friends with each of her kids, but she and I had a very special bond. We were so very close, and I was even adopted. But I was the only one to really understand her and other than Danny, she knew me best too. We were each other's ally and I was her advocate in this world. Our worlds revolved around each other and the hole that's left is intolerable to bear. Words are useless, to try to describe this heavy loss. I want her back. I miss her so much. I still cry when I watch this slideshow. I still can't believe she is gone.
Family was the most important thing to Mom in the world. She loved us kids. She lived for when I would visit her. She told me so. She loved us all under the same roof. She said it was the only time she knew we were all safe. She loved elephants, because they are very family oriented too, and mourn for their loved ones.
You may notice in the pictures that we have a ton of craziness going on. Well that is what we did. We all got together and all liked to laugh and play around. I was the one that got us all together for the birthdays and had us all wearing the silly hats, etc.. Mom was one of us kids and so awnry/mischievous, just like the rest of us. We will miss her laughter, her hugs.
She was a great mother. It was the most important thing in her life, because she didn't have a mother that did that for her. She didn't get nurtured by her mother. And though I told her repeatedly that I loved her so very much, I hadn't told her in awhile what a great Mom she was and that I appreciated it. Thank you Mom.


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This is a compilation of some of my ghost photos and ones that I find very interesting, that I have found on the net.

I have always been fascinated with the otherworldly/paranormal. I grew up in a haunted house.

I used to want to be a parapsychologist. I am sort of like that, being both it seems, without the degrees. How does one become a professional ghost hunter?

Experimenting with the paranormal is quite a passion for me. For me, it's finding out, or understanding what is on the other side, far before it is my time to go there. I suppose we all need something to believe in, but I need to know that there is more to this. I have always felt there is, but I search for the solid proof. I feel that if I can, then I can go on with my life until I pass over.

There have been so many experiences with the paranormal in my life and the viewing of others' experiences as well. As a collective, this has me convinced of more than meets the eye in a great many things in this world.




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